Take me to a place where I don't know anybody. Leave me alone for now.
I’ve grown sick of every face that I’ve known. This keeps me up at night. See outside but you can’t see in. My words don’t penetrate the skin. Nothing will ever seem to get through. Walk past your problems and your fears. The ones you love are left in tears. Nothing will ever seem to phase you.
I completely had a mental break down tonight. I’m talking waterworks and all. Even still. And while I’m texting my boyfriend about it, my stepdad comes in and talks for 50 minutes straight. I couldn’t wait for him to stop talking so I could check my phone to see any form of comfort from my boyfriend.
I check my phone and there’s no text. No nothing. Thank you Jake. So I text him saying “Well I’m glad I just had to listen to George for 50 minutes straight since you never texted me back. I’m hoping at least your phone is dead or you’re doing something worth not talking to me for.” Five minutes later he texts back and says “we’re having an INTENSE talk about politics.” Are you fucking kidding me? That’s so awesome. Guess what? If you don’t give a fuck, well, neither do I.